In Soviet Junkyard, food eats you!

Just wanted to post on the interwebs because I was inspired to by kchark 's own post and such.

FIGMA IS AWESOME THANK YOU ERIC FOR GETTING ME INTO IT!!~

Also I'm still alive out here, just Raimi got me into new rp, I still am addicted to RO, and I hang out with my supah friends to much. So if anyone is worried or wondering where I have been, real life has been taking me away and such.

ALSO

I wanted to thank all my friends for still being there for me, it's been rough through this first semester of college, but you guys helped a lot! You know who you are, and if not, you're also important to my life!~

And a finally note, BERRY IS A BITCH, LOVE IS SO MUCH COOLER JAMIE!~

Uhh yeah, I was sent a nudge to update...And here we are! An update just for everyone!~

I really have nothing to say, college has drained me so hardcore...I can't wait to go into 13 hours next semester...maybe I can actually sleep or something...

Oh!

BUT....
SPEAKING OF AWESOME...

DS RK VS KA

I can't wait for that game, too, too, toooooo lazy to spell it out. If you get it then you're just as obsessed about it as I am lol~ <3

But yeah this entry is out here for Lucca!! What a dar-link!~

So it's really late right now and I gotta study for chemistry, after making millions of other study guides for other exams, wish me luck everyone! So sorry to be such a slowpoke! ; ^ ;

Edit: Totally fixed the extra "D" on "DS"....but that makes me wonder...what if DDS and DS were together?....That would be a lot of shim's, he/she's, whatever, running around....

FUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK!!!!

Okay that feels so much better right about now. Ahahaha lemme start a post with cursing, that'll tell you how "amazing" this week has become.

Well I mean, I've hung out with good friends, and am having a great time....

It's just cosplay and college cram. I never thought this would happen to me so soon.

So I'm moving in tomorrow, Tuesday, and I've met my roomie, she's pretty sweet. Hopefully I don't scare her off with "OMG I LOVE VIDEOGAMES AND ANIMU!! RAWR RAWR" /nerd But she seems just fine. My mother and I went shopping and holy fuck I never realized how much money is spent in DORM ROOM ITEMS ALONE!!

....There's also books, I don't want to talk about that.

But~~ I have such amazing friends who are willing to help me on packing my things together and what not, shino_stalker and ochibi_glomper are those friends. They are willing to even accompany me through out the day to buy more shit of mine for school. And cosplay....but mainly for school. Ahahahaha~ Thank you both very much, I really appareciate it, you have no idea~ <3

Now cosplay on the other hand, I am so darn close to finishing I can taste it, but college is winning in priorities wise...But it will be done and hopefully I can finish before the week is over.

tl dr; I am ranting about stupid freshmen year already and cosplay isn't helping~

Sorry that I haven't been in much contact with this journal and fl, I really do care guys~~ Just can't be on as much anymore for the rest of the month and what not.

Okay so you chill with your loved one, eat out, and just hang. That's awesome.

The you figure out that the dub of Gurren Lagann is on on that night so you watch it for fun. Only realizing how hilarious and amazing one characters voice is.

Double awesome.

Then something hits.

Megaten dancing flash.

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm3807896

That right there kiddos, makes my day.

Go Fourteenth go.

Soo uhh....I really thought Naoto from Persona 4 was a boy after many months of the question "IS IT REVERSE TRAP?!? MALE?! FEMALE?!"

I think that he....she....it...is really a girl now.

I actually have no idea right now but I'm not sad that it's a girl.

I'm more upset at the last name. I really wanted the Kuzunoha name to come up because of the whole detective stuff....

Kenji's shadow looks soo homohomohomo amazing.

I'm also glad that this game is getting popular to the point they are reprinting DDS (bout time....)

Short post of boredom. Should finish Maya up but oooo.....sooo...lazy.

I don't know, everyone has something to do today and I really shouldn't bother anyone, plus there's so much gas in my tank.

Maybe I'll play some games...But it's just one of those lazy summer days no?

I really need to be productive with my free time =A=

Ummm well a lot has been happening but tat the same time....I am a bit to lazy to go into great details...

Well first things first is that the cosplay I am working on...uhh with a really really amazing friend helping me out, vahnblackwind to be specific. Seriously my Miria cosplay would just go no where without that kooky kid XD And Maya 2.0 has been up in the air now finally with his great help. So hopefully I will be able to finish those darned cosplays. And when I do I am totally taking a butt load of pictures for everyone to see Kama's hideous face XD

Speaking of cosplays our troupe has been working diligently on our skit.....Or at least that's what I was informed =w= And if not then if it all comes crashing down then it isn't my issue that brought upon the murder of it all. AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

....No seriously guys please continue working on it? Your choreographer master is begging you!


Ummm well for the rest of the time I am applying for a new rp since dearest sister shino_stalker insisted on myself being the Firo to her Claire. I mean I don't mind it too much, I am mainly worried I won't represent him well...=A= It's nothing else but just that anxiety. But she's calmed me down into saying that I was fit to rping him. I really hope so, I don't wanna let her down. Oh and also I joined another small dressing room where I play as a Maya. All the cosplay stuff really brought me back in touch with that character. That, and finishing Apollo Justice. I will ALWAYS still make fun of Odoroki.....Always |D

Oh right...I almost totally forgot that I went away for a week in Florida. Mainly because that week passed me by very very very quickly....On the first day we went to Magic Kingdom. At last my childhood has been fufilled! We went onto so many rides really, though I throughly enjoyed Space Mountain and uhhh the Buzz Lightyear ride with the shooting of lasers and the such.
Second day we went to....Lordy I forgot the place it's called now but we went on the Tower of Horro ride, it was awesome but not as epic as I thought it would be. Uhhh we basically did that for the day.
Third day we went to the beach, lovely place, and I got sunburned. Not to badly though and now I have a slight tan. Totally not good for cosplay though ahahahaha, especially one that has to wear a BLONDE wig. Ouch ouch.....
Fourth day uhhh....Kennedy Space Center.....THAT WAS SOOOO DARN BORING! I mean, I learned a lot of information I never even thought about. Then again America really has deattached itself from the Space Age hasn't it?....But still it wasn't no Disneyworld so thus it shall still be considered boring....But the we went to the beach that is connected to the Atlantic ocean. THE WAVES WERE HUGE!! It was a beautiful sight to see really, this whole experience was worth it to see the ocean.
Last day....Uhh... packing and such. And we're going to the airport and BAM delay.....Delay.....Delay.....DELAY! Ugh we were supposed to leave at 6 and ended up leaving at 10:00....We were there at like......5:00 so yeah we were bored until I discovered an outlet for me to plug meh lappys and enjoy free, fast internet.

I'm just really glad I'm home to everyone who I care about. Although there are some places where I would love to visit! Mainly for online friends ahahaha!

Ummm I guess that's it for a pretty much a short update of the past couple of weeks. =w=

IMPORTANTE IMPORTANT!

ochibi_glomper'S BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!

SHE IS AWESOME, PLEASE WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY IF YOU CAN.
(because if you don't then she will kill me and won't help me on my cosplay OAO)

ANYWAYS THAT IS ALL!

Well I made it back from AKon and such. I know, it took a fucking long time for me to get my butt in gear and post this up. But I've gotten a small con flu along the way so now I feel better ahahaha!

Ermmmm shino_stalker covered everything for me.

The Good:
Hung out with atoli, kihanna, and alycorn! (Seriously guys I didn't think I was that liked owo -blushblush- You're all so sweet!)
Saw TF2 cosplayers.
Great cosplay groups in general.
Loads of nice people were met.
H-Fest...(So many things we screamed, hilarity was all around.)
Not too many dick staff around.

The Bad:
It's Akon
Fucking LINES!
Missed my close internet friend.....
Had to bring out lunch for friends. (Damn security guards)
Favorite sandals broke.



So that about sums everything up, for more info go and check out Raimi's stuff ohohohoho!

Ohh I also finished Baccano, and started learning more of this new series. The Axis Powers Hetalia. Oh. My. Lord. Basically imagine WWII setting (a little before that too) and make all the nations....into cute males. Except for the Hungary who's a woman. UGH IT'S BEAUTIFUL! My personal favorites are like Greece and Spain...So many amazing little nations and such. If only I understood the freaking moonspeak...-sighs-

But yeah, that's about it for me here! See ya around everyone! <3

Okay short post, hopefully I can get others to watch out for this =w=

Anyways blah blah Graduation in a few days, what happens Grad is more important. After my family party I'm heading out to A-kon and celebrating the REAL party over there. Also celebrating shino_stalker birthday as well. We made a list and such of who is DEFINATELY, MUST, HAS TO, NO CHOICE, needs to go...

Bri
Megan
Majority of old sleepover PW group. (Ali, joss, jamie and her "sister", paulie, david)
Kim
Kendra

Uhh yeah around that many peoples. We'll keep ya informed about that.

Also picked up on Tales of the Abyss.

Now to sleep. Sweet.

All right so I haven't updated and such, so this little ramble will suffice right? Err cut since it's a spoiler, don't say I didn't warn you.

( Persona 3 Typos )

I also like to take this time and talk about Michelle...err...Isamu-mun. Thought I would say how much I am glad you're back and I hope you feel better. I read up on the whole ordeal and I only wished you the best when you told me you left for Boston. Hopefully you reply back with good news.

I got the new Monkey Majik cd and Ken Hirai. I love the music for Monjik but I am not so pleased with Ken's new stuff. To each their own I guess. Ahh speaking of which shino was the one to give me those cds.

I've made some great friends on here, I dunno I've been getting all happy and most aware of what I have since I'm moving for college in 11 days. You sort of appreciate everything you got since you know it may not last forever. Ugh I get so sentimental sometimes it makes me sick ahahaha!

But yeah a little blab I'm posting up but I feel good about it. I'm fine. All there is needed to be said. Thank you.

Well I've been thinking this for some time. Thought about making something to share as a kindness to those who comment and give their time to read and reply to my worries and such ahaha! Well anyways here's what it shall be, nothing to hard and it might be fun to do to others.

Basically here's what it is, I am going to write Haiku's for the people who give their time and such I dunno Probably wait here for those people to comment and I'll reply back with a kind Haiku of them.

Ahahaha, again, really random, odd, and kind(I hope?) at the same time. Think of this as a spam post ahaha.

Well okay so it's been a while since I last got on, so sorry everyone! School and a little bit of RP has been draining me away of  course.

Anyways in the Guard Championships we made 2nd place! We missed it though by like .1 point, but tis cool since I am very happy for the team >W< We also recruited newbies and such, some were just sooo cute and looked up to me like a big sis. Pretty sweet if I do say so myself. Except there are still some girls on the team who I wish would just quit...very annoying but I won't have to put up with them anymore! Yay!

Afterward was the week of Senior skip day. I actually had tons of things to do on that day! >< I spent the day with my friends and we had lunch with my Guard Instructor Debbie, she's kind and such. She's sooo cool! Well I don't recall what else I did on that day, oh yeah I got my haircut for Prom, it's shorter than it has been in a while. Prom was pretty dull though, but it was fun seeing all my friends in one place.

Well nothing else interesting occured besides meeting such awesome people in rp. A lot of them are really cool, but I'm shy into talking with them ahahahaha! Ummm AP exams are next week for me, I already know I shall pass English and Statistics....Government however....I know I won't pass that but I accept that, no problem! Except now I am sick again so I hope this will pass before next week....

Once those exams are over I can finally relax and hang with my friends while finishing up what I need to do to move...Murr not gonna worry bout that too much.

But everything's been cool and I FINALLY had enough time to talk about meh boring update in life to everyone <3

Okay so tomorrow is the big day. Championships. Seriously everything I worked for, everything I sacrificed comes to one performance, one last time. I'm honestly scared and nervous now. Cause after this there's the sudden realization of graduation coming up. LAME! I really want to win 1st place in guard, badly. So much I'm willing to not tell my guard instructor that my foot is completely messed up and my knees are going to give out soon. This is the last time to ever do anything with guard, ever. I want to end it with a bang but I wanna win. I don't know if that's selfish or not but I don't care, if we don't get 1st, or any place I just will so be pissed off at everything and everyone. I gave up friends, homework, sleep, and family just to get 4th or something? No way, my last year, hell no!

On other news since I sent off Nina I feel that she isn't good enough anymore ahahaha. I still am proud of her but I don't think I'll win. But I'll just keep on waiting until they tell me. I'll post her up another day, too tired XD

In brighter news I completely finished off everything I need to do to get myself ready for college! Yay, also I am making loads of new friends in the rp I am in. I am so happy to make new friends <3 Also.....

ICE CREAM CAKE IS NEAR!

I have been fucking waiting for this moment, this cake is what has basically been motivating me XDD Lame, I know, but seriously. I love ice cream cake. Apparently it was difficult to find since most stores don't sell them anymore...Ahh well as long as they got it and I can hang with them, I dun care! >W<!

So yeah, wish me luck everyone for tomorrow!! <3333

Anyways, now that I went through the tag meme let's go through a real entry. All right here we go.

Yesterday didn't end all too well. I mean I was spending the day with Robert, not too bad however except at the end of it. While I was off and grabbing some drinks for us I hear a huge thunk from my room. I go up there and he says that my laptop fell from the bed while he was getting something else. Whatever I totally said it was cool cause I mean I sometimes did that too, but I have carpet and such so it's not too bad. But then I realize my screen is dimmed. That's what happens to it when it isn't plugged into the charger. I groaned and reach back to fix it, my new charger is extremely fickle and annoying but it's the only thing that keeps my laptop alive. Seriously, it's its life support or something, crappy laptop. Anyways I grab it and see that the wire and plug broke. I was soooooo irritated! I mean, not really at him I guess, more of the fact that the charger is a piece of crap that it breaks with one small drop. So there was a large silence in my room for the time being while I was trying not to explode in front of him. He felt pretty bad about it, then we both felt worse when I mentioned I had a homework assignment I needed to print from it, and now I can't do it cause of the accident. Jeesh it was miserable but apparently he's off today and looking for a replacement, buying it for me and all. I don't think he'll really find one, but whatever and if he does he'll drop by my house today and give it to me. @_@ Oh lord why did it have to happen yesterday, lame!

That aside I am using my brother laptop at the moment and it kind of sucks cause it disconnects itself from the internet so I need to fix it every freaking five minutes. And I can't save any images I want to keep since it isn't my own to pollute and such. Another Lame thing in the books.

But those things don't really bother me as much as these two weeks will do to me. I have winter guard two weeks straight of practice in order to prepare for championship. 6 to 9 every freaking day this week...Well Saturday is a competition before championship and sunday we get the day off, yeah thanks...But yeah, that's how my schedule is. Absolutely NO time for friends or loved ones, I'll be too busy trying to pass any class I have at the moment because of this stupid thing. I mean I know everyone is sarcrificing something, I understand that completely, but really it still sucks and I can complain about it as much as I feel like. (Sorry guard girls but I can work AND complain at the same time, stop telling me what to do) Blah...

HOWEVER despite all of this junk I apparently get a present from shino_stalker and ochibi_glomper. I get an ice cream cake that has "the cake is a lie" written on it. I'm not looking forward to the cake and much as hanging out with them again for good ole times.

Also I just submitted my Nina for Akon's T-shirt contest. I really hope I have a good chance at winning, I dunno, probably don't. But I feel really good about how it turned out, it's one of the few pieces I am actually proud of. I'll post her up on here as SOON as I can get my laptop back to me and working. Ahahaha. So basically friends and such are gonna keep me alive through one of the most hardest bumps that will happen to me so far....Unless one of them dies then umm...yeah. -knocks on wood- Oh! And apparently I made new friends on LJ, yes! All of them are great PW cosplayers and such from previous conventions, I am sooo happy! Each time I see their posts I just wanna continue talking with them on it. They're all really sweet and I'd like to thank them for being my friends and such. Whoot >W< Thanks everyone.

But let's hope for the best, maybe. At least I got out of AP Economics....Ohh that thought alone makes me oh so very happy =w=

Well apparently I was tagged by

shino_stalker

 you'd think I would be avoided by this whole meme thing going on, ahahahaha guess not, Oh well, why not? Problem is that I don't have that many people to tag, and the ones I do have...well we'll see >w<

Okay okay well let's see what we got here ahahaha.


A)) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B)) These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future.

I tag....
alycorn  kihanna atoli, ochibi_glomper vahnblackwind josshouse fufuberrysoda and arcanemistress. Wow, totally have almost the same amount of friends as her, so this won't end to well ahahaha!

Oh man these past few days have been QUITE amazing. Well let's go through the list very well right now.

( Swooning over the end of DDS2 )

Anyways to continue on shino_stalker....I hung out with her and other such as ochibi_glomper and other friends. We had a massive sleepover in which us girls looked at Messiah CG Pack and didn't understand it. I commented greatly on the fact there is disappearing and reappearing nipples....ANYWAYS We even got to the point where we looked at this H and made terrible fun at it. And we even snuck out in the middle of the night for McDonalds breakfast which served earlier than we thought, it was much much much fun.

 The next day we played DnD, it was really fun to listen to it and I joined in only at the end of it. I still think they're for ultimate nerds, not bashing the players. I mean my boyfriend plays it, I just like giving him a hard time, it does seem like fun if I decide to give it a try. Anyways while they play as ridiculous characters, I doodle how ridiculous they would look like. I loved mine the most, very gar. shino_stalker is going to upload them pretty soon, I'll post em up as well and such. Very much fun, hadn't had that much fun in a while, I love them muchly. Oh and also I love shino and think she's an amazing O'Brien. No like seriously, and an amazing Dante. She plays them so well, I feel all cuddly towards O'Brien and hate it that I have to respond as a jerk ><;; But I must ahhh well. -sighs-

All in all, awesome spring break, hanging out with more friends now and playing brawl and such. Very funny stuff. Another fun sleepover tonight yay! <3

After many weeks I was able to get through guard and the week. Ugh loads of guard and homework piles are really not enjoyable. But I had my friends there to support me, they even said I would have cake if I would make it all the way through without killing myself >W< Hopefully the cake isn't a lie this time.

But yeah, spring break is just amazing although it seems very short to me. Lovely. After this for two weeks straight I have winter guard...At least I have muscles now, yeah just gonna keep thinking positive.

Anyways from this spring break nothing extreme has happened, which I'm glad. Been hanging out with amazing friends as usual, much fun is expected. I even was able to have a sleepover at a friends house with other girls whom I haven't hung out with in like forever. Plus I can go out and eat with them in breakfast tomorrow morning before heading over to another friend's house. Oh man I really can't wait for tomorrow actually. Plus I've been catching up with DDS2, just need to grind for that lovely final boss I've been waiting for. Lately I've been just grinding and buying a lot of stuff since I don't really need all my money anymore, ahahahaha. Plus I've beaten Katamari and We Love Katamari. I love playing the music while I'm going against monsters in DDS2, or even boss battles. Makes things more lively in a sick way.

I was actually able to have enough time in my life to make my own icon =w= I did it for the occasion of posting on the Baccano community, I made myself a lovely czes. Although not my favorite character, he's still quite adorable enough for me to doodle over.

Oh man so I tell shino_stalker of how I was bored and kind of wanted to try and get back in rping. So she basically sent me smtdressingroom and sort of nudges on the fact that there is no serph sheffield. XD I laughed greatly and decided "Why not, I never was a bastard before" So I went ahead and did it. And if anyone reads this and sees me rping him, I am sooo very sorry that I suck greatly at him. Seriously that's how I think I am doing right now. But shino thinks differently..I dunno...I think all the DDS people are just glad that there is an enemy for them to pick at xD Or maybe I'm decent? Most likely not but it really is loads of fun =w= Hopefully new friends will be made ahahaha.

So that's pretty much it, life's good so far and new things are being done. Hopefully when I survive through High school I can still be on here talking about how much it sucked being my age XP

So I had my wisdom teeth extraction surgery today....

I wish I more teeth for them to take out, it was amazing.....

So I freak out through the entire process, from when they put the monitors on me, to the blood pressure measurements, and the IV.
I think the IV was one of the worst parts but not really since I didn't seem em put it in.

Those drugs really make you feel fantastic....

What it is is that you're awake but you don't care what's going on, I don't even remember MAJORITY of what happened in the surgery. Like seriously, I felt I was asleep through the entire thing. I can remember one little thing though....

My mind was slightly awake enough to hear the surgeons cracking and breaking my tooth into pieces and understanding that they were taking it out by those pieces. You think I would start freaking from this. Nope. Instead my thought process was this.

"Ooooo...nifty....ZzZzZzZzZz"

SERIOUSLY! I totally didn't care!

After the operation, it was hard to start walking and such but I was helped by one of the nurses to a near by chair, where I was allowed to rest until I felt fine enough to get up and go home with my mom. Mom was so sweet to me during the whole process. Anyways...My attitude at those times was really...me but not me...I was on a happy cloud, oh lord much differently then my regular happiness if anyone knows me well enough. More of a step to insane happy.....

"Ohmigosh! You guys are sooo sweet....Thank you....I feel so great! I love this song! I am sooooo singing it...Oh man I get a wheelchair?! Awesome! You are such a darling! I hope you have a won-der-ful day" Lots of laughing indeed.

Once I made it home I crashed and slept, then went onto guard practice. Great day really. And now I've taken medication so now I'm a bit dizzy and drowsy.

So to those who are worried about the operation, going under the knife is AMAZING. The end.

Best. Day. Ever. :D

Hrmm well all right....So the last six weeks (of the first half) of the winter trimester is this week. We have loads of things to do and it is pretty much wearing me out. Much stress really....


Other than all that junk I'm fine. Seriously, I am. I mean I still have passing grades, great friends, all that sorts. Just those things seem huge since it's senior year...The year of stress in my opinion.

 "High School will be the best years of you life!".....

Whoever said those lines....I will find you and punch your face.....

But my friends have been a great support for me if anything. I was given Katamari to play when I'm all drugged up after surgery, much thanks actually. I also have certain classes that serve as a relax sort of therapy on certain days. Especially music, I may hate the directors but I love playing. Music in general is a fantastic stress reliever. That's why I have a new found love of Monkey Majik ALL OVER AGAIN. They seriously are like amazing, every song has helped me calm and relax myself. I totally recommend everyone to listen to those Japanese Canadians. Also I have been watching Gurren Lagann, thanks to a close friend of mine. I am totally loving it of course, but only reached the 5th episode.

The thing I am most excited about it being able to finish drawing Nina ( The mascot whom I created for A-kon 19 t-shirt contest...Yes I name them! ><;;; ) Oh you have no idea how happy I will be when I send her in! She is adorable really and truly! I still need to fix some things and then add background but that should take around 2 days in general. Then once I send Nina in I will TOTALLY post her up, I'm also making her my own wallpaper for quite some time. That's how proud I am of this baby. Bwahahahaha! Once I finish drawing Nina I have plenty of other things to start drawing. A computer geek friend of mine is wanting to make a RPG of a sort and asked me to help him with some sketches and such. I am sooo psyched about this! I mean I haven't drawn in quite a while, plus I can let my creative juices start flowing once more.

But yeah so lots of stress, lots of joy! A teenager life. I won't try to let it get me down, now that I've finished freaking out over it I feel SOOOO much better about everything. I know these things seem little compared to other stuff but I still feel like a kid. Thus, any little thing either makes me happy or completely depressed. Thank goodness for great friends, boyfriend, and teachers. -sighs in relief- Without them I would totally not even try anymore. <3